Last night was the apex of a few very emotionally charged and stressful few days for me. I need to figure out how to get people to respect my space when i tell them that there is no room for them in it. I was filled with rage and unwelcome guests yesterday in a time when i needed sanctuary and a nap to make up for the 2 hours of sleep i managed to squeeze in the night before.

Lack of sleep and an abundance of worry exploded into an anger filled cry-fest which seemed silly at the time but really got some bad stuff out of my system. i think.

Everything became confusing over the past few days, intertwined in my mind, and my inner turmoil differed greatly in topic from the turmoil that stirred the pot. Surprise!! I thought I had fixed some stuff that maybe is not so fixed - and i'm not talking about what you think i'm talking about either.

Gotta go back to work.